HUMMINGBIRD heartbeat.

A GOOD relationship isn’t a GAME you PLAY or an EGO trip you take. It is about LOVE and two people.

I hate that you ignore me for so long, then you start talking to me like nothing happened.

I miss when he’d run up n hug me whenever he sees me.

I miss when he’ll remember our anniversaries before i do.

I miss when he’ll keep every single promise he makes.

I miss when I cried and he hugged me very tightly.

I miss when we do conversation before sleep.

I miss when we take the silliest pict of each other.

I miss when he picked me up at home.

I miss when he said ‘let me know if you’re already at home’.

I miss when he’s with me, n we talk together n we joke without blackberry amongst us. Just me n him.

I miss when he gave a surprise for me, just a ‘little kiss’.

I miss when he made a mistake, he also admitted his mistake and apologized, he’s not even angry. 

I miss when he was party with me and he was watching over me.

I miss when he asked me what I want to eat before he summoned a waitress to order food. No reserve for himself only.

I miss when he woke up, he said ‘gud morning’ n he kissed my forehead. Not that he woke me up n asked me, ‘where’s my fuckin blackberry?’.

I miss when he said ‘i miss u’.

and, I miss the old u, the old us….. :)

Pengen nulis semua kjadian kemarin2 yg bikin sesek nafas tapi kyknya ga usah deh, i must forget it, destroy it, n more thankful. Soalnya dari kejadian kemarin, aku belajar banyak hal, from ego to thankyou. I just want to say THANK YOU for everybody who ruin my day, loved me, make me laugh, envied me, cared, anything in my life. Berikut aku bakal say tq for everybody, just choose who u r, hehehe.

“I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that i neva got the chance to tell u that, no matter what happens next, i’ll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with u. And even though i keep fumbling for the right words, all i really wanted to say was THANK YOU…”

“THANK YOU for being there for me even when i’m being a pain in ass..”

“THANKS to those who hated me, u made me a stronger person..”

“THANKS to those who loved me, u made my heart grow fonder..”

“THANKS to those who envied me, u made my self-esteem grow stroger..”

“THANKS to those who cared, u made me feel important..”

“THANKS to those who entered my life, u made me who i am today..”

“THANKS to those who left, u showed me that nothing last forever..”

“THANKS to those who stayed, u showed me the true meaning of love..”

“THANKS to those who worried, u let me know that u care..”

“THANKS for these initial..” 

“Dear time when i think we’ll neva speak again, THANKS for allowing me to be surprised when we do, in fact, speak again.

“Dear kindness, THANKS for killing ppl. U’re definitely my favorite weapon. If only they made a holster for u, perhaps i could wield u more quickly. 

“And dear GOD and my MOM, i couldn’t hv asked for a greater mom, but THANK YOU for making u as my mother..”